I don't have a lot of friend.
I am a misantropic person so I don't like crowds of people saying that they know me etc ...
I like to stand alone on my own and I use to meet people barelly never. It is my way of living my life.
Btw it doesn't matter.
In these days I am wondering about a friend of mine, or better, a girl who used to be a friend of mine in the past, when I was a little girl who was starting cosplaying for the first time in her life.
She was so pretty and nice to me that I cannot tell. A true friend of mine, even if we met just one time for two days in the beautiful city of Lucca.
We took some pics and I still look at them sometimes.
I miss her but I don't think she wants to talk to me anymore.
We never quarreled.
You know, when you finish university you have to build your future ... when you have great chances you don't have to waste them. Neither your time.
And it is maybe what she did some years ago.
I think she is a brilliant person now, like she was in the past.
I cannot explain why she doesn't want to talk to me anymore ... maybe because I am linked to the world of cosplay, a world that now is really sick, full of people that are not so *nice* ... and when she left this world, the Italian cosplay universe was starting to be like this.
That's why I don't like to go to conventions anymore ... I mean, like sewing and create costume ... but I don't like the major part of the people who go there.
Plus, as I wrote some days ago, I am working for my future. I think that someone is gaving me some *great chances*
I hope I can see you in future, dear Carlotta.
I am going to send you a letter and I hope you'll receve it.
This is what I think when I think about you:
your little *sister*